I never meant to hurt you

These past years
I never meant to hurt you
All I did was try for you
And nothing was ever true to you

All I did was wrong to you
And nothing seemed right
All I wanted was you to hold me
Just hold me tight

But all I did was try and try
And nothing was the same
Everything went wrong since then
And I know I am to blame

I never meant to hurt you
Nor did I mean to break your heart
But all I did was try for you
And you torn me right apart

I know you don’t believe me
But that’s what you truly did
You tore me into pieces
Treating me like a little kid

I wasn’t going to deal with it
I wasn’t trying to hurt you
But all you did was hurt me
Doing all the things you still do

Now it all comes to this
And now we smile again
Getting rid of the past
Just holding pain within

We both did wrong
And the past is now the past
I know I can’t make it up to you
And I know this feeling will last

You’ll always be my everything
And my key to my very heart
But I’ll only stand for it
If you don’t tare me apart

I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to lie
I never meant to break you
But all you did was make me cry

I know now my choice
And I know it’s only you
I know all my mistakes
And I know I can now stay true

But please to me a favor
Just one favor for me
And I swear we can get rid of this
Just please let it be free

I love with all my heart
And that I surely do
I just can’t stand here fighting
Fighting with you

It breaks me up inside
And tares my soul apart
So please take this offer
As I again give you my heart

The Greatest Pain In Life

The greatest pain in life
is not to die,
but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so much
to another who doesn’t care at all.
To have someone you care so about so
much throw a party…
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don’t care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another’s great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend, just saying “hi”.
When you show someone your innermost thoughts
and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be
too busy to console you
when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored…
forgotten…
as you have done to others.

This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago. Perhaps if the people surrounding her had shown a little more love, and had paid more attention to her, her death could have been prevented. Remember that when going through life, you can’t judge a sad, lonely, or suicidal person by their facial expression. You need to get to know each person you come in contact with, cherish your friendship with them, and show them that you care.

-= maaf =-

Maaf, kalau aku terlalu mencintaimu…
Maaf, kalau aku terlalu menyayangimu…
Maaf, kalau aku terlalu merindukanmu…
Maaf, kalau aku trlalu mengharapkanmu…

Kini, aku sadar semua itu percuma…
Menunggu asa yang tak jelas…
Menunggu sesuatu yang tak pasti…
Menunggu sesuatu yang tak mungkin…

Maaf, kalau aku harus berhenti…
Berhenti untuk menanti….
Berhenti untuk meminta….
Berhenti untuk Berharap…

Tapi maaf, kalau tak akan berhenti mencintaimu
tak kan berhenti untuk merindu
Tak akan berhenti untuk Menyayangimu…
karena aku tahu itu sulit…

Karena kau yang pertama bagiku…
Karena kau telah menjadio nafasku
Karena kau telah menjadi bagian dalam hidupku
maafkanlah aku